Truth be told, this is not about your death. It never was.
I am very aware that everything will cease to exist at the end of the day, and death is an absolute, and this is your path to walk on, this is your time to go. I know that perfectly well.
But what struck me to the very core is the fact how death can undoubtedly erase all existing happiness within a person, and in a blink of an eye create an abysmal turmoil and grief. My heart has seemed to lose its composure and my body is now merely void without a soul, without substance.
You know, love, it feels like the wind has suddenly dissolved into a long winding drought.
With the tears shed for you this time, I attached an endless goodbye message. For the loyalty you carved into my life, for the bittersweet memories when you were still here. It is not that I want to complain, but really, it feels to me you had stayed only too briefly and left too early.
Everyone presume that it is I who was the ultimate lover for you, dear, but what had escaped from their knowledge is the fact that you were the person who changed me into one.
How could I stay loyal when my tendency was to stray? But you showed me what loyalty means, relentlessly you showed me until I embraced it. You taught me love, until I am now capable to love you this contently.
Goodbye,
You were given by Him, and you will return to Him. You were once nowhere for me to be found and now you are back to nowhere for me to be found.
Goodbye, my dear, the light of my sight, the care to my soul. Goodbye, my dear heavenly angel…
- B.J. Habibie
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